Sadness

Sadly my brother left us.  I am utterly defeated, my heart broken, sadness overwhelming. At same time, my significant other grows more careless , distant and withdrawn.  Emotionally cruel.  Dropped me on Thursday, not intentionally, just not present or paying attention.  No broken bones, hut sprained wrist and very bruised ribs.  I grow weaker by the day, more physically needy and dependent. Need a plan to leave husband, have 24 hour care.  Between rock and hard place.  Not safe.  No safe place to be.  Emotional & physical hell.